27 july 2011 > 20/11/2 > judgement/Lust/priestess
How might you be more accountable to yourself?
How will you shine-up and give more ‘luster’ to your life?
What conversation do you need to have that you have put off?
All I can say is ‘Wheeew’. OK.. that is hardly the only thing I can say. More expletives live on the end of my tongue, ready to take a high dive into the realm of my living. Would be that they held some profundity, I would be grateful. Mostly, they are sighs and gentle curses. I like to think of them as emotional discharge.
And.. to give you some idea of the state of all that, I had for dinner last night, coffee yogurt and several radishes. Yes, I did.
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It’s not about living on the edge
It’s not about losing sleep
It’s not about taking the next step
It’s pulling the dark out to the light
Big change pulls fear up to the edges
It gives sleep endless wake up calls
the next step feels like a stumble
what is pulling up to be seen
shines a light on fears fall
Go ahead and do it anyway
Go ahead do it scared
Go ahead with the gamble
There is nowhere to go
when the where is over there.
It only matters if you let it
It only matters if you thing it does
It only matters cause we are all matter
living in the paradox of how life
shrinks and swells.
Live on the edge cause the view is beautiful
Lose sleep for the sweat of loves desire
Take steps between the dancing
let the Light and Dark of you feed your fire.