Hesitancy lives in the complicated
Not that it’s the only loneliness
Not that it’s the only smear
on the pages of a day in the life
A flat out ‘No’ says it all to the point
Hesitance lingers in the air hopeful
In that space between words and silence
of the “yes’ that tugs at the heart
Then the “I’m not sure’ rolls off the tongue
Hesitant to give it straight from the hip
Point blank range holds the pause in the eyes
The ear catches the glitch on the phone
A pause holds a million stories of the why
They rush to your skin’s surface trampling
The prickle of a hesitant wait hungers for completion
It’s a lonely place waiting in that kind of complicated
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11 dec 2011 > 7/16 > Charioteer/Tower
What does your ‘hero’ have to say to you this morning?
Do you need to get back to basics for awhile?
What did you ‘build’ that needs to be changed?
Slept like a baby last night. Love the cold pills. aaaah… My weather on my insides is pensive, thoughtful. OUtside it’s sunny and really cold.
GRATITUDE
Sun
Sleep
love of my pets
my cutest house ever
feeling better
family connections
breathing into some self love
Art
creativity
Jeanne Adwani ~ geezer girl 