SHOULDA, COULDA, OUGHTA
Lost to the Shouda’, coulda’, oughta
It coulda’ been in the ‘if only’ but then
They all danced on the head of a pin
raising hands and screaming
“Pick me” for the feel bad in the didn’t do
There were no see’ems fluttering everywhere
before your eyes as you stared at that pin
The shouldas, couldas, oughtas, turned on you
Pricking your self esteem into a bloody mess
of ‘you didn’t do it’ and ‘if only’, not to mention
What’s wrong with me?
You missed the Sun rise and the Full Moon
Intent on the shoulda’, oughta’, coulda’
playing out on the head of pin begging
Out your victim self to yesterdays finale
Turning on you in spite of your best effort
It all happened minutes, hours, days ago
and you’re still bleeding out the shame of it
A coagulated puddle of shoulda’, coulda, oughta
That needs you to step away and out to
The Sun rise and the Full Moon glow
Cause all that Light desires to burn away
That fog of shame covering your landscape
Out and up and beyond that little pin head
with all the shoulda’, coulda’, oughta’s
Ego bent on you never being enough
Could it be,
should it be,
ought it be,
that you are enough just as you are?
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DAILY TAROT AND NUMEROLOGY
11 jan 2012 > 8/17 > adjustment/balance/Star
How do you shine in the night sky?
Look around you; What needs your attention and adjustment?
HOw do you balance your being to the rhythm of the Earth?
Jeanne Adwani ~ geezer girl 