Sippy the coffee… The morning rituals nearly done then off for a shower and to work. I light a candle for my loved ones, and for peace on Earth. I let what needs saying wander around and through me as I prepare to share here this morning. I really didn’t want to ‘go here’ and yet, here it is….I give myself to the pondering of what motivates someone to bring closure to their life. I love life and living. I get that living isn’t for everyone for a many reasons. Perhaps, life feels like it’s a Stalker, an invasive, obsessive force that seeks control without joy, rather than a life that feels like a joyous chase of possibilities. I dedicate this morning to John and his loved ones.
Life was a Stalker
A crush of joyless living
Spring will green again
Find peace in death’s want
Despair released in closure
You are love Divine
Choice to consequence
Endings bring new beginnings
Birth, life, death, again
Was she calling you?
Did your arms ache without her?
Do you hold her now?
DAILY/BIRTHDAY TAROT AND NUMEROLOGY
4 feb 2012 > 11/2/20 > Lust/Strenth/Priestess/Aeon/Judgement
If this day is your birthday or you seek to deepen your today with some questions.. here’s an invite to you into how you might better engage and exchange with others, and how you have your own inner dialog and exchange. It is a day/year to explore your accountability in your life, and to consider your own counsel; your own deep wisdom.
How do you experience and hold to your accountability?
What feels hidden, just beyond your vision and reach that you’d like to explore, or feel compelled to know?
What old habits have taken the shine away from your life and how will you polish that up?
Jeanne Adwani ~ geezer girl 
The last stanza is so powerful. May there be release, even in such loss.
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Thanks Linda… It’s a time of anguish around me. Some really poignant pain. I feel amazingly good and yet there is all this sobbing. What times we live in. xo
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