Choices give way to consequence to new choice, to new consequence. Endings give way to new beginnings, to more endings and something new lays on the horizon. And so it goes. There is a ramble here that I will avoid for your reading benefit.
Judgement lays a shadow on me
It threw off it’s old worn cloak
Defiant, hands on hips, nearly naked,
All puffed up, nodding an assured yes.
Staring hard into my thoughts.
I feel my head join in the nod
In the affirm that this confusion
brought to the presence of our moment
Washes over my heart with an ache
Welcomes Judgement in the theater of critique
The confront brings eyes wide open
The blend of you and judgment
Staring me down clasps at my heart
Doesn’t matter what I get or don’t get
Or want to get, just get moving on
Out of the business that isn’t mine to have
Feelings will find their way in and out
Not be denied with their being in my shadow
Waiting for the Sun in full on regalia
to burn of the shadow judge in gentle discern
Brighten up the face of love and acceptance
Hoping you find what kind of love
You’re looking for in the heart of someone else
That all the someone else’s can’t fill up
One after the other and then again
I’m stepping into the Sun light on this one
Breathing it all in in the no matter what
Heart open in the release of the sad ache
Everything is perfectly imperfect as it is
Practice finds it’s way to wholeness
The matter of it all returns us all to All.
When I meet the dust of me, love is forever
No need to take it one more round of life again
There will be no judgement to have or heart
to ache away at what isn’t.
What IS, is Love beyond the dust of us.