day 10… so, the prompt from the NaPoWriMo site is to write an ‘Un-love’ poem on this tenth day. hmmm? Here I am, lil’ Missy Love n’ Light and I’m being invited into writing an ‘un-love’ poem. eek. And, I’m gonna let something fall out me and right now I’m thinkin’ it ain’t pretty. LOL
I gonna un-love you today
this unimaginable act brings
food up in my mouth.
The scent of our many ended
yesterdays rolls off my breath,
fills the air around me in a gag,
a hold my breath moment
that makes un-loving you more
right than all the wrong of long ago.
of the vile taste that I can’t seem to
wash away with forgiveness.
the fetid linger of how I keep letting
the corrupt thoughts of kicking your
sorry ass from here to eternity
with some added blood and gore
burps up foul in sudden recognition
that I have yet to forgive myself
for allowing one drunken inch of you
anywhere near me in the ‘I see your
Light’ in the dark gloom of your eyes.
I’m gonna un-love you today
In the gather of self forgiveness
in the gather of self love
In the gather of loving you
freshly tomorrow in a way
that supports the light of you
far away from me.